NerdSmurf

The day my bestfriend and I officially became boyfriend and girlfriend.

Anthony Hamilton - The Point of It All

I meant to post this on Valentine’s Day but I forgot to. Oh well.

le-nastee:

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koolkiid:

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-catch22:

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l3m0nhe4d:

<3

 uber cute.

Today’s Valentine’s day but I couldn’t even see my guy. Kind of upset about that. I couldn’t even give him his gift. Which, I guess, is okay because I know he doesn’t have one for me because his car broke down and he’s only been going from home to work and back home again. I know that I’m getting a present eventually though so that’s good. I talked to him today and told him happy valentine’s day and all that good stuff. He was upset that he had to work today. I’m upset that I didn’t get to see him. I’ve only seen him the couple of times that I’ve gone up to his job. It’s only five minutes from my house but what would I look like going up there everyday? We haven’t chilled since January 13th. That’s so depressing. I just really want to be around him for an extended amount of time. His car should be fixed by tomorrow or Tuesday, one of those days. Then we can hang out again and I can stop thinking about him the way I am. Fantasies are an everyday thing right now.

But anyway…….I hope everyone had a nice Valentine’s Day.

(I know that this post is poorly written. It just sounds so weird reading it over. Oh well.)

This post is about my guy. As are some of the other long posts that I’ve written. I’m having trouble putting into words what I want to say because I don’t want it to sound…silly. But I guess that I’ll just say it. 

I love the fact that he waits for me.

I say that because I’m so inexperienced and he has more experience than me. He has some years on me so that’s only natural. I like that he lets me set the pace. He doesn’t do what I don’t want him to do. He doesn’t “force” himself on me, for lack of a better word. He doesn’t rush me. Like all people who like each other, there’s always the aggressor, the one who makes the moves. I like that I’m able to stop those moves whenever I want to though. He doesn’t get upset. Which he shouldn’t. He just says ok and moves his hands or whatever and backs off a little bit.

I just kind of want to elaborate on what I mean when I say that I’m inexperienced. I’m 18. And before we got together I had never been touched. Never been kissed. I knew how to do it but I had never done it before. So I love the fact that he asked me out when he found this out. He knew this like a month before he asked me out. Unlike other shallow guys, that didn’t phase him and he still asked me out. It didn’t matter if I was going to put out to him on the first date or the second or the thirtieth. He actually liked me for me.

Is there a point to this? Not really. Just bragging on how wonderful a guy I have. If you take away anything from this post take away this: Find someone that will wait for you.

spittinvividly:

She said she didn’t wanna fall in love with superman,
So I gave her that Batman feel, riding shotgun in my batmobile
She told me it was hard for her to trust any man
That before all this she didn’t wanna give her heart to anyone
Till she met me, I had that genuine feel, that feel that was missing
Misplaced by her bruises and cuts that she got
Told her my hands are a pacifist, so it would never transform into a fist
My momma said to never use your hands, to push anyone down
But to pick them up
My pops told me, the way to a woman’s heart was respect,
Loving her with every ounce of it, pouring my heart and soul to it
Take trips to the top of the world, car hood blanketed with a cloth
Lay on top of it while we look at the stars, connecting the dots with our fingers,
When she was cold, I held her tight. While my body heat gave her warmth,
It was those diamond eyes that constantly shine,
The straight line lips that I instantly kissed when I came over and picked you up,
Refill your cup when it was empty, pulled the seat out when we eat out.
Simple things that got you sprung, Whatever argument that didn’t break us, made our bond stronger,
Love never tasted so sweet, something that was new to me.
I was used to kissing lips of a liar,
Makin’ love to you was intense and your head immersed on my shoulder,
Your skin melted into mine, it was like our spirits were one.
A sight to see yes indeed, Eiffel tower height, Tajmahul hips, with that Amazon skin, Titanic eyes that have me “sink” into it.
Baby girl, body of an angel.
If forever does exist, it would exist with you.

-Spittinvividly

I don’t know why but before we got together I was never sure of if he liked me or not. Yeah, we texted all day long. We flirted 24/7 when we were texting. I remember when we were texting one day and he said I was cute and that he was going to give me a big hug and a kiss the next time he saw me. And he did. He kissed me on my cheek and gave me a hug. After that day we started texting and flirting more and more. He even started calling me while he was at work. We would talk until he got off work, which was somewhere around midnight, depending on how much stuff he had to do when he was closing. But even then I was still unsure of his feelings for me. I remember one day he was talking to this dude and I was standing next to him. He reached over and pulled me over to him and wrapped his arm around my waist. Even after that I was still unsure. I was hoping and praying that he liked me but still. I don’t know why I didn’t know that he liked me. Maybe it was because I wasn’t used to having attention like that. I’m not sure. We called each other bae and babe. We would tell each other that we loved each other before we even got together. Believe it or not, I wasn’t the one who said it first. It started out with him just saying “wuv u” and then we actually started saying “love you.” I didn’t know for certain until my cousin blabbed that he was going to ask me out on December 4th. She did that some time in November. lol. Crazy, right? So then I was just waiting for him to ask me out. He ended up asking me out on December 1st. It wasn’t anything special. We were texting each other and he asked me and I said yes. I think the whole thing with me not being sure if he liked me was that it wasn’t that I wasn’t sure. I was just afraid that he wouldn’t make a move and ask me out. I was scared that I was doing all that flirting for nothing. That I would finish the fall semester and he and I would go our separate ways and only talk occasionally when we texted each other. I’m so happy that it all worked out though. I got what I wanted.

And he’s amazing.